I love how this candid photo makes us look so happy. A pity it's blurred.
And what goes behind the scene for every instagram shot.
This was 'bout 2 weeks back with the girls. Can't wait to see them for our Montigo Trip after my exams.
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Of late, i've been pretty insecure with myself. I hate how my thighs are so huge that it can probably feed a family of ten for years, i hate how my round my face is, i hate how big and flat my nose is, i hate my angry bird eyebrows, i hate how these pimple scars stay on my face, i hate how small my eyes are, i hate how my used-to-be tone arms become just a flabby piece of shit, i hate how my hair is parted, i hate almost everything about myself. I feel like i've probably become a 100x uglier. (I'm not sure if it's my new parting...) But at most times, there's too much negativity in myself that i gradually lost the courage to look at others in the eyes. I know i shouldn't be feeling this way, i hope i'll get better soon x
SHEN JING BING LAH. If I got as much eyebrow hair as you I'll be damn happy lor. My eyebrows are non-existent :(
ReplyDeleteAND JIAYOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR PAPERS!!!
Where got your eyebrows nice what!! Mine really look like angry bird or la bi xiao xin i damn sad :( AND THANK YOU OMG GNNA DIE ALREADY
DeletePls post more of your outfits, I like your dressing style :) Haha felt like leaving this comment cus I've been struggling with self-esteem issues for a long time now & the things you wrote really resonate with me. You're not alone! Been following your blog for years now.. for some reason it has been so long already hehe. Good luck and focus on your exams!!
ReplyDeleteThank you! Been buying so much clothes lately thanks to all these negativity and exam stress but i seldom take ootd cause 3/4 of the time i just look too fat and ugly i feel bad asking my friends to keep retaking the photos cause the problem lies with me and not their skills :( sigh ikr but it's unhealthy to keep those thoughts within us so please feel better soon too! Anw thanks for reading over the years, :')
DeleteAnd thank you, need the luck for my last paper next monday!!! :>
Hello, @ourstardust from IG here :-) please don't feel that way about yourself, you are beautiful for who you are, no matter what the mirror or the size tag on your clothes say. Though I don't know you in person, I believe that you're a cheerful and lovely person in real life, and you should cherish these amazing qualities about yourself! Cheer up sweetie, hope you feel better soon x
ReplyDeleteHi Jo-ann! Thank you for your encouraging words, i really appreciate it :>
DeleteI'll feel better soon x
Hi Babe,
ReplyDeletedo you mind sharing where is this place you had your picnic?
thank you so much. (:
It's at tampines! I'm not really sure how to go or where is it cause my friend brought me there sorry :<
DeleteHello! I happen to chance upon your blog and I like your pictures alot! Btw may I know where did you get the picnic mat + paper "cups" where you placed the fries in? Hope it's not too much of a question! Thanks! :)
ReplyDeleteHello thank you for reading at 2am :>
DeleteAnyway, i got my picnic mat pretty long ago i'm not quite sure but i think it's daiso (i tried searching for it but i couldn't find it anymore) and for the paper "cups" you're referring to, my friend got it at a party shop (according to her it's the party shop at Raffles City).
Hope this helps :)